Back ... Acid
Since arriving in Caracas I've always seen my life here as a phase, a transitory state ... always thinking that "someday" come home, always thinking that "not belong" ... The truth is I do not remember having made tangible efforts to return ...
The strike of 2002 I drove back to stay out of work ... and yet, being there, although he missed the city, he missed several people in Caracas and in some ways, some activities also ... After several months there and two failed jobs, I returned to Caracas ...
These days I've been thinking really consistently do something to return. That is not a desire, but a goal ...
I started making a list of milestones that I come close to that goal. I've even been thinking of giving Initial apartment in Barquisimeto, in a pre that will be approximately 2010, so that delivery coincides with my return.
For the first time since I arrived in Caracas not "simply an unattainable desire" to help feed my depression, as if some superhuman strength and unjust to keep me here. This time it looks like a medium-term plan extremely feasible.
I'm excited not to stay in the ideas and act ... what worries me are my reasons for doing this, finally, after all, what worries me is thinking I'm doing ...
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