Carl Zeiss Lens And Sony Lens

The only way ....

Anybody Bites The Dust

so pretty and so sad ....

I'm used to being told, as a compliment or criticism, that "river or smile too much" ... so I was surprised to be standing in a corner of Avenida Francisco de Miranda, waiting for the light to change, and that a man of about 30, who was waiting for me, I suddenly said:

- " so pretty ... (pause) ... and so sad!"

... and I plop!

concerns did not know, or tiredness, or sadness, or the sum of all, they were beginning to be reflected more and more in my face ... Best

keep grinnin ... be sad not fix anything, right??

Anyway ...

Why Does My Stereo Receiver Skip

Vicious Circle ...

Due to my upbringing, my beliefs, I do not "afford" to lose faith ... however, there is a part Me fighting against hope ... is a psychological part?? ... Is physiological?? Neurochemistry ... ???... I do not know! If experts can not define it yet, why would define me??

Finally, struggle with depression confidence that everything will work out eventually, even the things I do not understand ...

More than once in my life I have repeated experiences, tentatively "I have not yet learned what it is you should learn" ... In any case, these recent weeks is that everything had been prepared all together ... It's like if you lived in a TRAP !

My brother sick again, my sick mother, my sister with pneumonia in another country, I get sick (the family-healthy , lol) ... several people at work who give up, working under pressure just to get the urgent and see what follows important "staying in the unit" ... the sentimental ... Better not talk about it! ... And the blessed country risk increases, and the pressure of "why not go they can," such as myself, with my new passport European Community ... Well I will not because I do not want !!!!... Wow! Should not that be a good reason?? ... ah! And the car ...! I can not forget the car ...!!! ... And insomnia !

Finally, try to think that I'm alive, I have stable employment and comfortable, I have family and friends ... I am remodeling the kitchen of my dear mother and traveled with Freq ia my people, what makes me happy (not the trip home to be ) .... I try to think I'm beautiful, I'm young, I have still time to "do" , I'm smart, applied efficient, attractive, friendly, I have friends and family who love me, I'm doing well in school and every day I get closer to the goal ... I repeat and I repeat and I repeat, out loud, things that are well to beat the little voice that never sleeps and that tells me "there is nothing I can do" , or tells me "he never loved me and I never want to" , or tells me "I will not have a partner as I want because men my age are married and they are looking for a second front , as demonstrate the "pretenders" I've had over the last 4 years ", etc., etc., etc.

Here we go: Slowly, but surely ... Because when you have been pessimistic for many years, learning , change, comes from a steady job ...

That is what God wants!